i wonder if magic is real, but only in a really mundane way.
when i was little i could almost inerringly switch back to disney channel right as the ads ended when i was channel surfing.
maybe youve never accidentally crushed a ladybug underfoot. maybe your microwave popcorn never burns. maybe you can spin around lots and lots of times before you get dizzy.
is that magic??
honestly im not sure if these are magic or just small, invisible skills. im not sure which i like better.
Never apologize for burning too brightly or collapsing into yourself every night. That is how galaxies are made.
Tyler Kent White (via thatkindofwoman)
my head hurts my stomach hurts and my heart hurts
A book I never read
I’m so fucked. I don’t know what’s going on that’s making me feel so fucking shitty but I am just crying and I feel like there’s a hole in my chest, completely empty.
I feel so heavy and tired. It’s exhausting to feel this.
My heart swings back and forth between the need for routine and the urge to run.
(note to self)
It slipped from my fingers when I slid into my dreams, it’s not as deep as it seems.