birdhero:

i wonder if magic is real, but only in a really mundane way.

when i was little i could almost inerringly switch back to disney channel right as the ads ended when i was channel surfing.

maybe youve never accidentally crushed a ladybug underfoot. maybe your microwave popcorn never burns. maybe you can spin around lots and lots of times before you get dizzy.

is that magic??

honestly im not sure if these are magic or just small, invisible skills. im not sure which i like better.

I’m so fucked. I don’t know what’s going on that’s making me feel so fucking shitty but I am just crying and I feel like there’s a hole in my chest, completely empty.

I feel so heavy and tired. It’s exhausting to feel this.

It slipped from my fingers when I slid into my dreams, it’s not as deep as it seems.

It slipped from my fingers when I slid into my dreams, it’s not as deep as it seems.